Precious Baby

I shouldn't write when I have just sent the precious baby for his supervised birth parent visit because it becomes more of a vent than an expression of God's glory. I do not believe that a birth mother whose baby is taken from her should have any visitation rights. Perhaps if she has completed some positive steps but not until then. I refused to out him in one of his new sunsuits. I left him in his sleeper that covers up his sweet toes and will keep smelly germs from getting on him. Oops, that's what I was talking about. Shouldn't be writing. It is what it is. He will probably leave tomorrow. If I hadn't of kept pushing for it with CK and cps I doubt it would be tomorrow. Things move so slow with placements. I know they aren't worried about him since they know we are taking such good care of him but I worry about the bonding. I'm the only mommy figure he's known. I told my CK case manager that he was going to be talking soon and would say he didn't want to leave Nina's house. She said she wouldn't want to leave my house either. Perfect answer. We've taken lots of pics,I've prayed over this baby like no infant I ever have had that's including my own. We have showered him with kisses, songs, walks, and chatter. I know we have done everything God has wanted us to do. I am thankful for his potential adoptive parents. I know they will send us pictures and updates. I will never forget these 4 weeks when we were blessed with such an angel baby.