He's gone and we are okay

He's gone and we are ok. Kind of like Camille starting kindergarten, hard to be sad when she was so happy to go. J was excited about going. Seeing the CPS case manager was exciting for him because she is so nice and has been a constant for him during this very rough last year. He just wanted to go with her. I know he will be happy at his new home. I also know that he had no clue what was going on when he left our house this morning with all his things. If I ponder on it too long I could get very sad at the thought that he might think he is leaving our house just like he left his mommy's. We sure loved having him here. A void in our home but an even bigger one in our hearts. I wish I could plant the knowledge in him forever that no matter where he goes I will always love him and be praying for him. Praise God for J!