The end of the school year drags on and on. I can't imagine how bad it is for the poor teachers. I've decided I don't like May. Craziest month of the year with way too many extra activities to do. Tomorrow is taken up with room parties. Ugh. Please remind me not to be a room mom again. And I wasn't even a 100% room mom, Tracy saved me several times with parties and presents. Thank goodness for my support team.
Went to supervised visit. Much easier now that I know how to get in. J was a lot less nervous especially when he saw his case manager. He really likes her. Not quite as comfortable for him at the visit. Last week I would have said he was his aunt's boy. This week leaned more towards mommy. When I left the room to talk to the case manager I heard his sweet voice,"where's my Nina!". I popped my head back in and he came into the hallway to be with me. We both went back in together. The bond between us is getting stronger. Its a good thing then a not so good thing. I think he will be leaving in a few weeks. I feel a little bit like I did with Z. I don't want to be just another woman who has let him down. I keep remembering having to pull Z's arms from my neck when I took him to stay at his aunt's. I hope this transition is ok. We are going to work in some more play dates with possible forever home. J is so likeable, so loveable, he has touched the hearts of many. I know he will do fine. Thank you God for the sweet spirit you have blessed J with. It is such an incredible honor for my family to be a part of J's journey.
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